Thinking of her....

I'm a lil bit frustrared about what i've been truu since i'mk in form 5...my life was dizturbed by the presence of her images in my head....she was magnificent but she has someone else in her life....aaaaaaahhhhhh...........i was downed for 2 month and a half....thingking of her...but what can i do...only god can change the truth...she was very important for me for the first time....i'mnot a perfect man for her...so i have to face the truth....and now i a lil bit sad for what happen to me...but for anyone who experienced the same as me...they thought that life is cruel to them...but for me...i think it's the god test for me....So long my first love...anyone who read this post should not tell her.....plezz....kay.......